My Prayer to grow a seed of growth in my mind

Angels of the guardian please fill my heart with so much ♥ love ♥ that i feel ocean's of love inside me. I will sustain all thirsty animate things with my waves of care declaring my small war against cruelty.

O Good lord, 

 Make that one blessed seed of thought,
fall from the tree of wisdom {into the fertile soil of my mind }

I experienced the rain of knowledge,
Pouring on the dry sand of my dessert { Destroying my ego mercilessly }

Now i pray from your powerful energy ,
far far away from me-your home is { On the mountains i heard }

Bless this divine seed of thought to grow,
Into a big shining tree of light { With no storm of resentment & fear }

And i assure you that i will challenge the darkness in my being.
{ My days and nights are full of your thoughts and i can't sleep: I miss you dearly}

I forgotten all games , my soul is filled with enough pain and i lost my way in this world [ I heard its your creation & it was not just one stupid amoeba to start it all ]

Talk to me sometime & come near my being more often,
I missed you during my toxic days of alcohol also - if you remember,
{ Welcome now as its totally safe because I am sober now :P }

Lots of love { This time i wont robe you with my demands }

karran beniwal.